POEMS
OF
CLARENCE COOK
CLARENCE C. COOK
AT THE AGE OF 36
FROM A PEN-AND-INK DRAWING MADE IN 1864
BY THOMAS C. FARRAR, PUPIL OF JOHN RUSKIN
POEMS
BY
CLARENCE COOK
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NEW YORK
1902
COPYRIGHT, 1902
BY LOUISA W. COOK
PRIVATELY PRINTED
AT THE GILLISS PRESS, NEW YORK
FOR LOUISA W. COOK
AND HER FRIENDS
1902
THIS LITTLE VOLUME
OF PUBLISHED AND UNPUBLISHED VERSES
BY THE LATE
CLARENCE COOK
IS DEDICATED TO HIS MANY FRIENDS AND LOVERS
BY HIS WIFE
LOUISA W. COOK
CHRONOLOGY
1828
September 8th, Clarence Chatham Cook born at Dorchester, Massachusetts.
1849
Graduated at Harvard College.
Studied architecture for a season. Then became a tutor. Lectured on Art and gave readings from Shakespeare’s plays.
1852
Married Tuesday, October 26th, to Louisa De Wint Whittemore, widow of Samuel Whittemore of New York City.
1863
Began a series of articles published in the New York Tribune, on “American Art and Artists.”
1864
Editor of The New Path, a pre-Raphaelite journal published in New York.
1868
Published “The Central Park.”
1869
Paris correspondent of The New York Tribune. Went to Italy at the outbreak of the Franco-Prussian war.
1870
Returned to the United States and renewed his connection with The New York Tribune.
1874
Wrote the text of a heliotype reproduction of Dürer’s “Life of the Virgin.”
1878
Completed “The House Beautiful” and edited, with notes, the translation of Lübke’s “History of Art.”
1884
Editor and proprietor of The Studio, a monthly magazine of art published in New York.
1886
Published an illustrated work in three large volumes entitled “Art and Artists of Our Time.”
1900
Clarence Chatham Cook died at Fishkill-on-the-Hudson May 31, aged 72 years.
CONTENTS
POEMS
BY
CLARENCE COOK
THE MAPLE TREE
AN April sun with April showers
Had burst the buds of lagging flowers;
From their fresh leaves the violets’ eyes
Mirrored the deep blue of the skies;
The daffodils, in clustering ranks,
Fringed with their spears the garden banks,
And with the blooms I love so well
Their paper buds began to swell,
While every bush and every tree
Burgeoned with flowers of melody;
From the quick robin with his range
Of silver notes, a warbling change,
Which he from sad to merry drew
A sparkling shower of tuneful dew,
To the brown sparrow in the wheat
A plaintive whistle clear and sweet.
Over my head the royal sky
Spread clear from cloud his canopy,{2}
The idle noon slept far and wide
On misty hill and river side,
And far below me glittering lay
The mirror of the azure bay.
Had burst the buds of lagging flowers;
From their fresh leaves the violets’ eyes
Mirrored the deep blue of the skies;
The daffodils, in clustering ranks,
Fringed with their spears the garden banks,
And with the blooms I love so well
Their paper buds began to swell,
While every bush and every tree
Burgeoned with flowers of melody;
From the quick robin with his range
Of silver notes, a warbling change,
Which he from sad to merry drew
A sparkling shower of tuneful dew,
To the brown sparrow in the wheat
A plaintive whistle clear and sweet.
Over my head the royal sky
Spread clear from cloud his canopy,{2}
The idle noon slept far and wide
On misty hill and river side,
And far below me glittering lay
The mirror of the azure bay.
I stood beneath the maple tree;
Its crimson blooms enchanted me,
Its honey perfume haunted me,
And drew me thither unaware,
A nameless influence in the air.
Its boughs were hung with murmuring bees
Who robbed it of its sweetnesses—
Their cheerful humming, loud and strong,
Drowned with its bass the robin’s song,
And filled the April noontide air
With Labor’s universal prayer.
I paused to listen—soon I heard
A sound of neither bee nor bird,
A sullen murmur mixed with cheer
That rose and fell upon the ear
As the wind might—yet far away
Unstirred the sleeping river lay,
And even across the hillside wheat
No silvery ripples wandered fleet.
It was the murmur of the town,{3}
No song of bird or bee could drown—
The rattling wheels along the street,
The pushing crowd with hasty feet,
The schoolboy’s call, the gossip’s story,
The lawyer’s purchased oratory,
The glib-tongued shopman with his wares,
The chattering schoolgirl with her airs,
The moaning sick man on his bed,
The coffin nailing for the dead,
The new-born infant’s lusty wail,
The bells that bade the bridal hail,
The factory’s wheels that round and round
Forever turn, and with their sound
Make the young children deaf to all
God’s voices that about them call,
Sweet sounds of bird and wind and wave;
And Life no gladder than a grave.
Its crimson blooms enchanted me,
Its honey perfume haunted me,
And drew me thither unaware,
A nameless influence in the air.
Its boughs were hung with murmuring bees
Who robbed it of its sweetnesses—
Their cheerful humming, loud and strong,
Drowned with its bass the robin’s song,
And filled the April noontide air
With Labor’s universal prayer.
I paused to listen—soon I heard
A sound of neither bee nor bird,
A sullen murmur mixed with cheer
That rose and fell upon the ear
As the wind might—yet far away
Unstirred the sleeping river lay,
And even across the hillside wheat
No silvery ripples wandered fleet.
It was the murmur of the town,{3}
No song of bird or bee could drown—
The rattling wheels along the street,
The pushing crowd with hasty feet,
The schoolboy’s call, the gossip’s story,
The lawyer’s purchased oratory,
The glib-tongued shopman with his wares,
The chattering schoolgirl with her airs,
The moaning sick man on his bed,
The coffin nailing for the dead,
The new-born infant’s lusty wail,
The bells that bade the bridal hail,
The factory’s wheels that round and round
Forever turn, and with their sound
Make the young children deaf to all
God’s voices that about them call,
Sweet sounds of bird and wind and wave;
And Life no gladder than a grave.
These myriad, mingled human voices,
These intertwined and various noises
Made up the murmur that I heard
Through the sweet hymn of bee and bird.
I said—“If all these sounds of life
With which the noontide air is rife,
These busy murmurings of the bee{4}
Robbing the honied maple tree,
These warblings of the song-birds’ voices,
With which the blooming hedge rejoices,
These harsher mortal chords that rise
To mar Earth’s anthem to the skies,
If all these sounds fall on my ear
So little varying—yet so near—
How can I tell if God can know
A cry of human joy or woe
From the loud humming of the bee,
Or the blithe robin’s melody?”
These intertwined and various noises
Made up the murmur that I heard
Through the sweet hymn of bee and bird.
I said—“If all these sounds of life
With which the noontide air is rife,
These busy murmurings of the bee{4}
Robbing the honied maple tree,
These warblings of the song-birds’ voices,
With which the blooming hedge rejoices,
These harsher mortal chords that rise
To mar Earth’s anthem to the skies,
If all these sounds fall on my ear
So little varying—yet so near—
How can I tell if God can know
A cry of human joy or woe
From the loud humming of the bee,
Or the blithe robin’s melody?”
God sitteth somewhere in his heaven—
About him sing the planets seven;
With every thought a world is made,
To grow in sun or droop in shade;
He holds Creation like a flower
In his right hand—an æon’s hour—
It fades, it dies,—another’s bloom
Makes the air sweet with fresh perfume.
Or, did he listen on that day
To what the rolling Earth might say?
Or, did he mark, as, one by one,
The gliding hours in light were spun?
And if he heard the choral hymn{5}
The Earth sent up to honor him,
Which note rose sweetest to his ear?
Which murmur did he gladliest hear?
About him sing the planets seven;
With every thought a world is made,
To grow in sun or droop in shade;
He holds Creation like a flower
In his right hand—an æon’s hour—
It fades, it dies,—another’s bloom
Makes the air sweet with fresh perfume.
Or, did he listen on that day
To what the rolling Earth might say?
Or, did he mark, as, one by one,
The gliding hours in light were spun?
And if he heard the choral hymn{5}
The Earth sent up to honor him,
Which note rose sweetest to his ear?
Which murmur did he gladliest hear?
ABRAM AND ZIMRI
Poem founded on a Rabinnical Legend
ABRAM and Zimri owned a field together,
A level field, hid in a happy vale;
They ploughed it with one plough, and in the spring
Sowed, walking side by side, the fruitful grain;
Each carried to his home one-half the sheaves,
And stored them, with much labor, in his barns.
Now Abram had a wife and seven sons,
But Zimri dwelt alone within his house.
One night, before the sheaves were gathered in,
As Zimri lay upon his lonely bed,
And counted in his mind his little gains,
He thought upon his brother Abram’s lot,
And said, “I dwell alone within my house,
But Abram hath a wife and seven sons;
And yet we share the harvest sheaves alike:
He surely needeth more for life than I:
I will arise and gird myself, and go
Down to the field, and add to his from mine.”{7}
So he arose and girded up his loins,
And went out softly to the level field.
The moon shone out from dusky bars of clouds,
The trees stood black against the cold blue sky,
The branches waved and whispered in the wind.
So Zimri, guided by the shifting light,
Went down the mountain path, and found the field;
Took from his store of sheave a generous third,
And bore them gladly to his brother’s heap,
And then went back to sleep and happy dreams.
A level field, hid in a happy vale;
They ploughed it with one plough, and in the spring
Sowed, walking side by side, the fruitful grain;
Each carried to his home one-half the sheaves,
And stored them, with much labor, in his barns.
Now Abram had a wife and seven sons,
But Zimri dwelt alone within his house.
One night, before the sheaves were gathered in,
As Zimri lay upon his lonely bed,
And counted in his mind his little gains,
He thought upon his brother Abram’s lot,
And said, “I dwell alone within my house,
But Abram hath a wife and seven sons;
And yet we share the harvest sheaves alike:
He surely needeth more for life than I:
I will arise and gird myself, and go
Down to the field, and add to his from mine.”{7}
So he arose and girded up his loins,
And went out softly to the level field.
The moon shone out from dusky bars of clouds,
The trees stood black against the cold blue sky,
The branches waved and whispered in the wind.
So Zimri, guided by the shifting light,
Went down the mountain path, and found the field;
Took from his store of sheave a generous third,
And bore them gladly to his brother’s heap,
And then went back to sleep and happy dreams.
Now that same night, as Abram lay in bed,
Thinking upon his blissful state in life,
He thought upon his brother Zimri’s lot,
And said, “He dwells within his house alone,
He goeth forth to toil with few to help,
He goeth home at night to a cold house,
And hath few other friends but me and mine
(For these two tilled the happy vale alone),
While I, whom Heaven hath very greatly blessed,
Dwell happy with my wife and seven sons,
Who aid me in my toil, and make it light;
And yet we share the harvest sheaves alike;
This, surely, is not pleasing unto God.{8}
I will arise and gird myself, and go
Out to the field, and borrow from my store,
And add unto my brother Zimri’s pile.”
Thinking upon his blissful state in life,
He thought upon his brother Zimri’s lot,
And said, “He dwells within his house alone,
He goeth forth to toil with few to help,
He goeth home at night to a cold house,
And hath few other friends but me and mine
(For these two tilled the happy vale alone),
While I, whom Heaven hath very greatly blessed,
Dwell happy with my wife and seven sons,
Who aid me in my toil, and make it light;
And yet we share the harvest sheaves alike;
This, surely, is not pleasing unto God.{8}
I will arise and gird myself, and go
Out to the field, and borrow from my store,
And add unto my brother Zimri’s pile.”
So he arose and girded up his loins,
And went down softly to the level field.
The moon shone out from silver bars of clouds,
The trees stood black against the starry sky,
The dark leaves waved and whispered in the breeze;
So Abram, guided by the doubtful light,
Passed down the mountain path, and found the field,
Took from his store of sheaves a generous third,
And added them unto his brother’s heap;
Then he went back to sleep and happy dreams.
And went down softly to the level field.
The moon shone out from silver bars of clouds,
The trees stood black against the starry sky,
The dark leaves waved and whispered in the breeze;
So Abram, guided by the doubtful light,
Passed down the mountain path, and found the field,
Took from his store of sheaves a generous third,
And added them unto his brother’s heap;
Then he went back to sleep and happy dreams.
So the next morning, with the early sun,
The brothers rose and went out to their toil;
And when they came to see the heavy sheaves,
Each wondered in his heart to find his heap,
Though he had given a third, was still the same.
The brothers rose and went out to their toil;
And when they came to see the heavy sheaves,
Each wondered in his heart to find his heap,
Though he had given a third, was still the same.
Now the next night went Zimri to the field,
Took from his store of sheaves a generous share{9}
And placed them on his brother Abram’s heap;
And then lay down behind his pile to watch.
The moon looked out from bars of silvery cloud,
The cedars stood up black against the sky,
The olive branches whispered in the wind.
Then Abram came down softly from his home,
And, looking to the left and right, went on,
Took from his ample store a generous third,
And laid it on his brother Zimri’s pile.
Then Zimri rose and caught him in his arms,
And wept upon his neck and kissed his cheek,
And Abram saw the whole, and could not speak,
Neither could Zimri, for their hearts were full.
Took from his store of sheaves a generous share{9}
And placed them on his brother Abram’s heap;
And then lay down behind his pile to watch.
The moon looked out from bars of silvery cloud,
The cedars stood up black against the sky,
The olive branches whispered in the wind.
Then Abram came down softly from his home,
And, looking to the left and right, went on,
Took from his ample store a generous third,
And laid it on his brother Zimri’s pile.
Then Zimri rose and caught him in his arms,
And wept upon his neck and kissed his cheek,
And Abram saw the whole, and could not speak,
Neither could Zimri, for their hearts were full.
AN APRIL VIOLET
PALE flower, that by this stone
Sweetenest the air alone,
While round thee falls the snow
And the rude wind doth blow.
What thought doth make thee pine
Pale Flower, can I divine?
Sweetenest the air alone,
While round thee falls the snow
And the rude wind doth blow.
What thought doth make thee pine
Pale Flower, can I divine?
Say, does this trouble thee
That all things fickle be?
The wind that buffets so
Was kind an hour ago.
The sun, a cloud doth hide,
Cheered thee at morning tide.
That all things fickle be?
The wind that buffets so
Was kind an hour ago.
The sun, a cloud doth hide,
Cheered thee at morning tide.
The busy pleasuring bee
Sought thee for company.
The little sparrows near
Sang thee their ballads clear.
The maples on thy head
Their spicy blossoms shed.{11}
Sought thee for company.
The little sparrows near
Sang thee their ballads clear.
The maples on thy head
Their spicy blossoms shed.{11}
Because the storm made dumb
The wild bees booming hum;
Because for shivering
The sparrows cannot sing;
Is this the reason why
Thou look’st so woefully?
The wild bees booming hum;
Because for shivering
The sparrows cannot sing;
Is this the reason why
Thou look’st so woefully?
To-morrow’s laughing sun
Will cheer thee, pallid one;
To-morrow will bring back
The gay bee on his track,
Bursting thy cloister dim
With his wild roistering.
Will cheer thee, pallid one;
To-morrow will bring back
The gay bee on his track,
Bursting thy cloister dim
With his wild roistering.
Canst thou not wait the morrow,
That rids thee of thy sorrow?
Art thou too desolate
To smile at any fate?
Then there is naught for thee
But Death’s delivery.
That rids thee of thy sorrow?
Art thou too desolate
To smile at any fate?
Then there is naught for thee
But Death’s delivery.
REGRET
LOOK out, sad heart, through wintry eyes
To see thy summer go:
How pallid are thy bluest skies
Behind this veiling snow.
To see thy summer go:
How pallid are thy bluest skies
Behind this veiling snow.
Look out upon thy purple hills,
That all the summer long,
Laughed with an hundred laughing rills,
And sang their summer song.
That all the summer long,
Laughed with an hundred laughing rills,
And sang their summer song.
You only see the sheeted snow
That covers grass and tree;
The frozen streamlets cannot flow,
No bird dares sing to thee.
That covers grass and tree;
The frozen streamlets cannot flow,
No bird dares sing to thee.
Look out upon Life’s summer days
That fade like summer flowers;
What golden fruitage for thy praise,
From all those bounteous hours?{13}
That fade like summer flowers;
What golden fruitage for thy praise,
From all those bounteous hours?{13}
Sings any bird, or any wind
Amid thy falling leaves?
Why is it, if thou look’st behind,
Thy heart forever grieves?
Amid thy falling leaves?
Why is it, if thou look’st behind,
Thy heart forever grieves?
Newburgh, January 4, 1854.{14}
L’ENNUI
OH April grass, so truly
My wish for spring divining,
Oh April sun, so gaily
In at my window shining,
What cheer can ye impart
Unto a faded heart?
My wish for spring divining,
Oh April sun, so gaily
In at my window shining,
What cheer can ye impart
Unto a faded heart?
Oh thoughts of Summer days
Born of the violet’s blue.
Oh wooing western wind,
That maketh all things new—
What cheer can ye impart
Unto a faded heart?
Born of the violet’s blue.
Oh wooing western wind,
That maketh all things new—
What cheer can ye impart
Unto a faded heart?
Oh mountains brown and sere,
Mantled in morning light,
Oh golden sunset sea
Wrecked on the shores of night,
What cheer can ye impart
Unto a faded heart?{15}
Mantled in morning light,
Oh golden sunset sea
Wrecked on the shores of night,
What cheer can ye impart
Unto a faded heart?{15}
Oh longings evermore
For some ungiven good,
Oh yearnings to make clear
The dimly understood,
What cheer can ye impart
Unto a faded heart?
For some ungiven good,
Oh yearnings to make clear
The dimly understood,
What cheer can ye impart
Unto a faded heart?
Cover thy weary eyes
With hands too weak for prayer,
Think on the happy past,
From other thoughts forbear
Which can no cheer impart
Unto a hopeless heart.
With hands too weak for prayer,
Think on the happy past,
From other thoughts forbear
Which can no cheer impart
Unto a hopeless heart.
The Roses, April 20, 1853.{16}
ASPIRATION
THOU sea, whose tireless waves
Forever seek the shore,
Striving to clamber higher,
Yet failing evermore;
Why wilt thou still aspire
Though losing thy desire?
Forever seek the shore,
Striving to clamber higher,
Yet failing evermore;
Why wilt thou still aspire
Though losing thy desire?
Thou sun, whose constant feet
Mount ever to thy noon,
Thou canst not there remain,
Night quenches thee so soon;
Why wilt thou still aspire
Though losing thy desire?
Mount ever to thy noon,
Thou canst not there remain,
Night quenches thee so soon;
Why wilt thou still aspire
Though losing thy desire?
Rose, in my garden growing,
Unharmed by winter’s snows,
Another winter cometh
Ere all thy buds unclose;
Why wilt thou still aspire
Though losing thy desire?{17}
Unharmed by winter’s snows,
Another winter cometh
Ere all thy buds unclose;
Why wilt thou still aspire
Though losing thy desire?{17}
Mortal, with feeble hands
Striving some work to do,
Fate, with her cruel shears,
Doth all thy steps pursue;
Why wilt thou still aspire
Though losing thy desire?
Striving some work to do,
Fate, with her cruel shears,
Doth all thy steps pursue;
Why wilt thou still aspire
Though losing thy desire?
The Roses, Newburgh,
April 21, 1853.
{18}
THE SOUL’S QUESTION
Inscribed to Rev. A. Dwight Mayo
DEAR friend, in whom my soul abides,
Who rulest all its wayward tides,
Accept the feeble song I sing,
And read aright my stammering.
Who rulest all its wayward tides,
Accept the feeble song I sing,
And read aright my stammering.
I
As on my bed at night I lay,
My soul, who all the weary day
Had fought with thoughts of death and life,
Began again the bitter strife.
My soul, who all the weary day
Had fought with thoughts of death and life,
Began again the bitter strife.
II
This question would she ask, until
My tired eyes with tears would fill,
And overrun and fill again;
So that I cried out in my pain—
My tired eyes with tears would fill,
And overrun and fill again;
So that I cried out in my pain—
III
“When thou art made a heap of earth,
And all thy gain is nothing worth,
Where shall I go? Shall I too die
And fade in utter entity?
And all thy gain is nothing worth,
Where shall I go? Shall I too die
And fade in utter entity?
IV
“Shall my fine essence be the sport
Of idle chance and fade to nought;
The morning dew upon the flower
Dried by the sunlight in an hour?
Of idle chance and fade to nought;
The morning dew upon the flower
Dried by the sunlight in an hour?
V
“Doth God with careless eyes look down
On peopled slope and crowded town,
And, though he mark the sparrow’s death,
Think nothing more of human breath?
On peopled slope and crowded town,
And, though he mark the sparrow’s death,
Think nothing more of human breath?
VI
“Or if I shall not die, but live—
What other dwelling will he give
In which to lead another life
And wage anew the ended strife?
What other dwelling will he give
In which to lead another life
And wage anew the ended strife?
VII
“Turn up to heaven thy streaming face,
And glance athwart the starry space;
What planet, burning in the blue,
Shall hold thy life begun anew?”
And glance athwart the starry space;
What planet, burning in the blue,
Shall hold thy life begun anew?”
VIII
I looked out on the still midnight,
A thousand stars were flashing bright;
Unclouded shone the sailing moon
And filled with pallor all the room.
A thousand stars were flashing bright;
Unclouded shone the sailing moon
And filled with pallor all the room.
IX
The earth was hid with silver snow,
I heard the river’s steady flow,
I saw the moonlight softly fall
On running stream and mountain wall.
I heard the river’s steady flow,
I saw the moonlight softly fall
On running stream and mountain wall.
X
I found no peace in gazing here;
The earth seemed cold and very drear;
River and mountain bathed in light,
Were grim and ghastly in my sight.
The earth seemed cold and very drear;
River and mountain bathed in light,
Were grim and ghastly in my sight.
XI
The mountain wall—a hand divine
Drew on the sky its perfect line—
Said to my soul, “Of this be sure,
Thy race shall die, but I endure.
Drew on the sky its perfect line—
Said to my soul, “Of this be sure,
Thy race shall die, but I endure.
XII
“And while I take the morning’s kiss
On my brows bathed in crimson bliss
Or listen to the eternal song
The seven great spheres in heaven prolong.
On my brows bathed in crimson bliss
Or listen to the eternal song
The seven great spheres in heaven prolong.
XIII
“While on my sides the cedar grows
Through summer’s suns and winter’s snows,
Or while I rock my piny crown,
Whose high tops draw the lightning down,
Through summer’s suns and winter’s snows,
Or while I rock my piny crown,
Whose high tops draw the lightning down,
XIV
“So long as I in might endure
I watch man fading, swift and sure;
I smile, and whisper to my flowers,
Man dieth and the earth is ours—”
I watch man fading, swift and sure;
I smile, and whisper to my flowers,
Man dieth and the earth is ours—”
XV
A scalding tear rolled down my cheek,
Through thickening sobs I strove to speak;
“Are those the hills I saw to-night
Mantled in pomp of purple light?”
Through thickening sobs I strove to speak;
“Are those the hills I saw to-night
Mantled in pomp of purple light?”
XVI
All day the earth on every side
Lay robed in vesture of a bride,
While lit on snow-wreathed bush and tree
The winter birds sang joyfully.
Lay robed in vesture of a bride,
While lit on snow-wreathed bush and tree
The winter birds sang joyfully.
XVII
The river sparkled cold and keen
With burnished tracts of wintry gleam;
Above, the sky’s unclouded blue
The smile of God on all things threw.
With burnished tracts of wintry gleam;
Above, the sky’s unclouded blue
The smile of God on all things threw.
XVIII
O’er hill and field elate I walked,
With all things fair by turns I talked;
I felt the God within me move
And nothing seemed too mean for Love.
With all things fair by turns I talked;
I felt the God within me move
And nothing seemed too mean for Love.
XIX
The flower of day that bloomed so fair
Closed on the perfumed evening air;
A holy calm o’er Nature stole
And bathed in prayer my happy soul.
Closed on the perfumed evening air;
A holy calm o’er Nature stole
And bathed in prayer my happy soul.
XX
A golden glory caught the world;—
High up the crimson clouds were curled,
A purple splendor hid the sun
A moment—and the day was done.
High up the crimson clouds were curled,
A purple splendor hid the sun
A moment—and the day was done.
XI
I gazed at will; my thankful eyes
Were bathed in dews of Paradise;
My heart ran out my God to meet,
And clasped his knees and kissed his feet.
Were bathed in dews of Paradise;
My heart ran out my God to meet,
And clasped his knees and kissed his feet.
XII
He led me like a little child
Whereso he would; the darkness smiled
Whereso we walked; such glory of light
Enshrined him, making very bright
Whereso he would; the darkness smiled
Whereso we walked; such glory of light
Enshrined him, making very bright
XIII
Whatever darkness veiled my mind;
I looked on all the grief behind
As on a fevered dream. To-night
The peace is gone and gone the light
I looked on all the grief behind
As on a fevered dream. To-night
The peace is gone and gone the light
XIV
I prayed for sleep, an earnest prayer
I thought that God would surely hear;
Yet, though my tears fell fast and free,
He kept his boon of sleep from me.
I thought that God would surely hear;
Yet, though my tears fell fast and free,
He kept his boon of sleep from me.
XXV
Again my soul her quest began—
“Must I too fall beneath the ban?
And, if I die not in thy death,
Where shall I live who am but breath?
“Must I too fall beneath the ban?
And, if I die not in thy death,
Where shall I live who am but breath?
XXVI
“When the frame stiffens into stone,
And death and it are left alone,
And round about it in the grave
The rat shall gnaw and winds shall rave,
And death and it are left alone,
And round about it in the grave
The rat shall gnaw and winds shall rave,
XXVII
“Shall I within the dwelling stay
To watch above the heap of clay,
And while the dreary ages roll
Lie housed in earth, a prisoned soul?”
To watch above the heap of clay,
And while the dreary ages roll
Lie housed in earth, a prisoned soul?”
XXVIII
If this be Hell, to sit and hear
The hum of life from year to year,
Yet have no part nor lot in all
That men do on this earthly ball,
The hum of life from year to year,
Yet have no part nor lot in all
That men do on this earthly ball,
XXIX
But sit and watch from hour to hour
The slow decay of beauty and power,
And when the last faint trace is gone
To sit there still and still watch on,
The slow decay of beauty and power,
And when the last faint trace is gone
To sit there still and still watch on,
XXX
While other men shall share my doom
And other souls within the tomb
Shall sit beside me dumb and pale
Forever in that fearful vale—
And other souls within the tomb
Shall sit beside me dumb and pale
Forever in that fearful vale—
XXXI
With that, cold sweat ran down my face
I rose up straightway in my place
I lit my lamp, my Bible took
And sat to read the blessed Book.
I rose up straightway in my place
I lit my lamp, my Bible took
And sat to read the blessed Book.
XXXII
I turned the pages to and fro
Not knowing where to read, and so
Sat very still with tightened breath
Till I could catch that one word—“death”
Not knowing where to read, and so
Sat very still with tightened breath
Till I could catch that one word—“death”
XXXIII
“Cain”—the page blackened as I read
The awful name of him who led
God’s curse like lightning down to earth,
Blasting and scarring home and hearth.
The awful name of him who led
God’s curse like lightning down to earth,
Blasting and scarring home and hearth.
XXXIV
I turned the page; I read the line
Of those old men, the half divine,
Of whom no record is supplied
But, “thus he lived, and then, he died—”
Of those old men, the half divine,
Of whom no record is supplied
But, “thus he lived, and then, he died—”
XXXV
Not any comfort could I find,
A sudden sickness seized my mind,
I felt my heart beat slow and weak
I tried to pray, I could not speak.
A sudden sickness seized my mind,
I felt my heart beat slow and weak
I tried to pray, I could not speak.
XXXVI
Oh! bitterness beyond compare.
When our last refuge fades to air;
Where shall the hopeless soul repose,
For who is there that surely knows?
When our last refuge fades to air;
Where shall the hopeless soul repose,
For who is there that surely knows?
XXXVII
I read how Saul in wild En-dor
Questioned the witch, and what he saw.
How Samuel’s ghost rose pale and grim
Out of the grave and answered him.
Questioned the witch, and what he saw.
How Samuel’s ghost rose pale and grim
Out of the grave and answered him.
XXXVIII
I read the awful words he said—
“Why am I thus disquieted?”
“Disquieted”—what dreamless sleep
Weighed on his eyelids calm and deep?
“Why am I thus disquieted?”
“Disquieted”—what dreamless sleep
Weighed on his eyelids calm and deep?
XXXIX
Thereat I shook from head to foot—
I made no cry, my heart was mute;
I could not call on God, nor pray,
For all my faith had fled away.
I made no cry, my heart was mute;
I could not call on God, nor pray,
For all my faith had fled away.
XL
As when a man, who in a dream
To slide down some blank wall shall seem,
Clutches at air, strikes out in vain
His helpless hands and shrieks with pain,
To slide down some blank wall shall seem,
Clutches at air, strikes out in vain
His helpless hands and shrieks with pain,
XLI
While all the air with mocking eyes
Is full, foul shapes and soundless cries
That laugh to scorn his deadly fear
With laughter that he swoons to hear,
Is full, foul shapes and soundless cries
That laugh to scorn his deadly fear
With laughter that he swoons to hear,
XLII
And swooning wakes: my helpless soul
Felt the dim waves above her roll,
The firm earth slide beneath her feet,
And all her agony complete.
Felt the dim waves above her roll,
The firm earth slide beneath her feet,
And all her agony complete.
XLIII
I read that Christ had conquered Death
By giving up his holy breath;
And calling Lazarus by his name
Had brought him back to life again.
By giving up his holy breath;
And calling Lazarus by his name
Had brought him back to life again.
XLIV
What these things mean I cannot say;
They do not drive my fear away,
For where was Lazarus when he heard
The voice of Christ pronounce that word?
They do not drive my fear away,
For where was Lazarus when he heard
The voice of Christ pronounce that word?
XLV
Was he within the voiceless tomb
Beside his sometime earthly home,
Watching the slowly changing form
Yield to the touch of mole and worm?
Beside his sometime earthly home,
Watching the slowly changing form
Yield to the touch of mole and worm?
XLVI
Or was he in some blessed place
A saint, with glory in his face;
And did he drop, a gliding star
Down to the earth where mortals are?
A saint, with glory in his face;
And did he drop, a gliding star
Down to the earth where mortals are?
XLVII
And clothe himself in dust again
To share the bitter life of men,
To live a few dark years below
And back again to glory go?
To share the bitter life of men,
To live a few dark years below
And back again to glory go?
XLVIII
This thought raised up my fainting heart
And somewhat eased the deadly smart,
My lips began to move in prayer—
My soul to breathe a freer air.
And somewhat eased the deadly smart,
My lips began to move in prayer—
My soul to breathe a freer air.
XLIX
I prayed for peace, I prayed for trust;
I prayed to feel that God is just;
I prayed that let what would befall
I still might trust Him over all.
I prayed to feel that God is just;
I prayed that let what would befall
I still might trust Him over all.
L
And whether sunk in deadly gloom
The soul must rest within the tomb;
Or sit within God’s awful light
To which the sun’s blaze is as night?
The soul must rest within the tomb;
Or sit within God’s awful light
To which the sun’s blaze is as night?
LI
Or shape its course from life to life
And waxing strong in endless strife,
Through everlasting years pursue
The work that God shall give to do?
And waxing strong in endless strife,
Through everlasting years pursue
The work that God shall give to do?
LII
I might, without a fear, lay down
When he shall call, my earthly crown,
Trusting that he who gave me breath
Will keep me in the day of death.
When he shall call, my earthly crown,
Trusting that he who gave me breath
Will keep me in the day of death.
LIII
I looked again upon the earth.
The day rejoicèd in its birth;
And on the sullen rack afar
Trembled the fading morning star!
The day rejoicèd in its birth;
And on the sullen rack afar
Trembled the fading morning star!
ASSERTION
TOO late, I drew from scanty springs
The barren cheer that in them lies.
Too late, I fettered eager wings
That longed to bathe in bluer skies.
The barren cheer that in them lies.
Too late, I fettered eager wings
That longed to bathe in bluer skies.
Too late, I squandered golden hours
God gave me for his praise to spend.
Too late, I gathered idle flowers
Forgetful of my journey’s end.
God gave me for his praise to spend.
Too late, I gathered idle flowers
Forgetful of my journey’s end.
God needs my deed; however small
The help I lend, to work his will,
Not without grief he sees me fall.
Or fail his purpose to fulfil.
The help I lend, to work his will,
Not without grief he sees me fall.
Or fail his purpose to fulfil.
THE APPLE
I PICKED an apple from the ground,
A perfect apple, red and round.
Its spicy perfume shy and sweet,
Stole from the ground beneath my feet,
Borne on a wind that lightly flew,
Through the deep dome of cloudless blue.
A swarm of ants had found the prize,
Before it met my wandering eyes,
And careless in their busy pleasure,
Ran o’er and o’er the fragrant treasure.
I blew them off, nor cared to know
Whither the luckless things might go.
So He who holdeth in his hand
This perfect world on which we stand,
Blows us, ah, whither? with His breath,
Our friends who miss us call it “Death!”{34}
A perfect apple, red and round.
Its spicy perfume shy and sweet,
Stole from the ground beneath my feet,
Borne on a wind that lightly flew,
Through the deep dome of cloudless blue.
A swarm of ants had found the prize,
Before it met my wandering eyes,
And careless in their busy pleasure,
Ran o’er and o’er the fragrant treasure.
I blew them off, nor cared to know
Whither the luckless things might go.
So He who holdeth in his hand
This perfect world on which we stand,
Blows us, ah, whither? with His breath,
Our friends who miss us call it “Death!”{34}
FOR EASTER DAY
I
THIS is the Easter!
Day of rejoicing!
Day of renewing!
See how the roseate,
Delicate, virginal
Feet of the Morning
Haste o’er the mountains
Joyful to meet her!
Day of rejoicing!
Day of renewing!
See how the roseate,
Delicate, virginal
Feet of the Morning
Haste o’er the mountains
Joyful to meet her!
II
Welcome the Easter!
Day of renewing!
Day of rejoicing!
The snow has departed,
The rain is assuaged,
The winter is gone!
Lo! on Earth’s bosom
The rainbow of promise,
The rainbow of springtime,
The rainbow of flowers!
Day of renewing!
Day of rejoicing!
The snow has departed,
The rain is assuaged,
The winter is gone!
Lo! on Earth’s bosom
The rainbow of promise,
The rainbow of springtime,
The rainbow of flowers!
III
This is the Easter!
Day of uprising!
Day of renewing!
Heart, take new courage!
Look no more downward!
See, the sun rising!
Hark, the bird singing!
See, the grass springing!
The brook floweth free!
Hand to the plough, man!
Cut deep the furrow,
Cast thy seed strongly!
Day of uprising!
Day of renewing!
Heart, take new courage!
Look no more downward!
See, the sun rising!
Hark, the bird singing!
See, the grass springing!
The brook floweth free!
Hand to the plough, man!
Cut deep the furrow,
Cast thy seed strongly!
Think not of sorrow!
Of death or of sin!
To-day, let thy future
Burst from its cerements,—
Roll back the Grave stone!
To-day, Life immortal!
Oh, mortal! begin!
Of death or of sin!
To-day, let thy future
Burst from its cerements,—
Roll back the Grave stone!
To-day, Life immortal!
Oh, mortal! begin!
ON ONE WHO DIED IN MAY
John H. Ellis, May 3, 1870
WHY Death, what dost thou, here,
This time o’ year?
Peach-blow, and apple-blossom;
Clouds, white as my love’s bosom;
Warm wind o’ the West
Cradling the robin’s nest;
Young meadows, hasting their green laps to fill
With golden dandelion and daffodil;—
These are fit sights for spring;
But, oh, thou hateful thing,
What dost thou here?
This time o’ year?
Peach-blow, and apple-blossom;
Clouds, white as my love’s bosom;
Warm wind o’ the West
Cradling the robin’s nest;
Young meadows, hasting their green laps to fill
With golden dandelion and daffodil;—
These are fit sights for spring;
But, oh, thou hateful thing,
What dost thou here?
Why, Death, what dost thou here
This time o’ year?
Fair, at the old oak’s knee,
The young anemone;{37}
Fair, the plash places set
With dog-tooth violet;
The first sloop-sail,
The shad-flower pale;
Sweet are all sights,
Sweet are all sounds of Spring;
But thou, thou ugly thing,
What dost thou, here?
This time o’ year?
Fair, at the old oak’s knee,
The young anemone;{37}
Fair, the plash places set
With dog-tooth violet;
The first sloop-sail,
The shad-flower pale;
Sweet are all sights,
Sweet are all sounds of Spring;
But thou, thou ugly thing,
What dost thou, here?
Dark Death let fall a tear.
Why am I here?
Oh, heart ungrateful! Will man never know
I am his friend, nor ever was his foe?
Whose the sweet season, then, if it be not mine?
Mine, not the bobolink’s, that song divine
Chasing the shadows o’er the flying wheat!
’Tis a dead voice, not his, that sounds so sweet.
Whose passionate heart burns in this flaming rose
But his, whose passionate heart long since lay still?
Whose wan hope pales this nun-like lily tall,
Beside the garden wall,
But hers, whose radiant eyes and lily grace,
Sleep in the grave that crowns yon tufted hill!{38}
All Hope, all Memory
Have their deep springs in me,
And Love, that else might fade,
By me immortal made,
Spurns at the grave, leaps to the welcoming skies,
And burns a steadfast star to steadfast eyes.
Why am I here?
Oh, heart ungrateful! Will man never know
I am his friend, nor ever was his foe?
Whose the sweet season, then, if it be not mine?
Mine, not the bobolink’s, that song divine
Chasing the shadows o’er the flying wheat!
’Tis a dead voice, not his, that sounds so sweet.
Whose passionate heart burns in this flaming rose
But his, whose passionate heart long since lay still?
Whose wan hope pales this nun-like lily tall,
Beside the garden wall,
But hers, whose radiant eyes and lily grace,
Sleep in the grave that crowns yon tufted hill!{38}
All Hope, all Memory
Have their deep springs in me,
And Love, that else might fade,
By me immortal made,
Spurns at the grave, leaps to the welcoming skies,
And burns a steadfast star to steadfast eyes.
THE YEW TREE
TAKE this small slip of sombre yew
And lay it on thy breast;
There, underneath thy downcast eyes,
Let the sad emblem rest—
Thy tears may fall upon it.
And lay it on thy breast;
There, underneath thy downcast eyes,
Let the sad emblem rest—
Thy tears may fall upon it.
I pulled it from a little tree
That just begins to grow—
Once only has it seen the sun
And only once the snow—
Thy tears may rain upon it.
That just begins to grow—
Once only has it seen the sun
And only once the snow—
Thy tears may rain upon it.
The garden where it grew is sad
Before all other places,
Death’s shadow up and down its walks
Forever darkly paces—
Thy tears have fallen in it.{40}
Before all other places,
Death’s shadow up and down its walks
Forever darkly paces—
Thy tears have fallen in it.{40}
These yew trees stand, a pallid ring
Upon the sunlit lawn—
He planted them the very year
That we were left to mourn—
Our tears fell freely for it.
Upon the sunlit lawn—
He planted them the very year
That we were left to mourn—
Our tears fell freely for it.
They stood like mourners round a grave
Who look within, to see
Where lie the ashes, while the fire
Spires upward, clear and free.
Who look within, to see
Where lie the ashes, while the fire
Spires upward, clear and free.
THE IMMORTAL
SOMEWHERE in silent starry lands,
Forlorn with cold or faint with heat,
He folds his ever active hands,
And rest his never-resting feet.
Forlorn with cold or faint with heat,
He folds his ever active hands,
And rest his never-resting feet.
A windless light illumes his skies;
A moonless night, a sunless day,
Unheeded by his careless eyes,
Arise, and fade, and pass away.
A moonless night, a sunless day,
Unheeded by his careless eyes,
Arise, and fade, and pass away.
All day his constant thoughts recall
The blissful past, forever fled;
A golden light illumines all
The ghostly memories of the dead.
The blissful past, forever fled;
A golden light illumines all
The ghostly memories of the dead.
Once more adown his garden walks
He moves serene from flower to flower:
His wife beside him gaily talks,
He listens gladly hour by hour.{42}
He moves serene from flower to flower:
His wife beside him gaily talks,
He listens gladly hour by hour.{42}
But when he turns to kiss the lips,
Or when he thinks the form to press
Of her he loves—his hope’s eclipse
Renews the former bitterness.
Or when he thinks the form to press
Of her he loves—his hope’s eclipse
Renews the former bitterness.
In nightly dreams his tireless wings
Convey him far to where she lies
Folded in slumber, while he sings
Low in her ear his lullabies.
Convey him far to where she lies
Folded in slumber, while he sings
Low in her ear his lullabies.
He wakes—the happy dream is o’er,
The slow, dull heart-ache gnaws again,
Within his soul forevermore
A long-enduring death of pain.
The slow, dull heart-ache gnaws again,
Within his soul forevermore
A long-enduring death of pain.
With her the suns arise and set,
The singing stars renew their light,
Deep in her heart one wild regret
Moans for his presence day and night.
The singing stars renew their light,
Deep in her heart one wild regret
Moans for his presence day and night.
I well believe God loves thee still,
To whatsoever planet borne;
Breathing the bright auroral airs
That haunt some glad eternal morn.{43}
To whatsoever planet borne;
Breathing the bright auroral airs
That haunt some glad eternal morn.{43}
Walking with fair, unclouded eyes
Beside the slow unfailing streams,
Lulled in the memories of the Past,
An ever gliding dance of dreams.
Beside the slow unfailing streams,
Lulled in the memories of the Past,
An ever gliding dance of dreams.
The ills that fret our feeble hearts,
The toils in which thy life had share,
The slender joys that make us glad
In quiet moments snatched from care.
The toils in which thy life had share,
The slender joys that make us glad
In quiet moments snatched from care.
These memories of a vanished life,
Pass dim before thine altered mind,
As visions of the earth and sky
Come to a man whose eyes are blind.
Pass dim before thine altered mind,
As visions of the earth and sky
Come to a man whose eyes are blind.
To whom the sun in cloudless light
Forever shines; forever grow
The flowers; the woods in beauty wave
Unchanged; the constant planets glow.
Forever shines; forever grow
The flowers; the woods in beauty wave
Unchanged; the constant planets glow.
All night above thy peaceful head,
The sky is bright with burning stars;
To thee the opening morning brings
No news of peace, nor sound of wars;{44}
Sole tenant of thy starry home;
Uncheered by friend, unvexed by foe;
Down the slow tide of lapsing time
Thy tranquil days in silence go.
The sky is bright with burning stars;
To thee the opening morning brings
No news of peace, nor sound of wars;{44}
Sole tenant of thy starry home;
Uncheered by friend, unvexed by foe;
Down the slow tide of lapsing time
Thy tranquil days in silence go.
Waiting with calm, expectant eyes
The hour that makes her wholly thine
Secure from all the blows of Fate
And all the mischiefs wrought by Time.
The hour that makes her wholly thine
Secure from all the blows of Fate
And all the mischiefs wrought by Time.
Mrs. Downing’s, April, 1853.{45}
TWO MAYS
HERE is the stile on which I leaned;—
This golden willow bending over;—
Yonder’s the same blue sky that gleamed
The day that I murmured, “I am thy lover.”
This golden willow bending over;—
Yonder’s the same blue sky that gleamed
The day that I murmured, “I am thy lover.”
This is the stone on which she sat;
See here the bright moss freshly springing,
And look! overhead the same bluebirds
Back and forth from the old nest winging.
See here the bright moss freshly springing,
And look! overhead the same bluebirds
Back and forth from the old nest winging.
Here is the briar whose flowers she pulled
Leaf by leaf as she heard my pleading.
Swayed by the same idle April wind
That laughed as it flew, Love’s pang unheeding.
Leaf by leaf as she heard my pleading.
Swayed by the same idle April wind
That laughed as it flew, Love’s pang unheeding.
Sky, trees, flowers—the same; but I?—
Am I the same boy whose wild heart burning
Leapt to one heart in the sweet wild world!
Stilled on one bosom its passionate yearning?{46}
Am I the same boy whose wild heart burning
Leapt to one heart in the sweet wild world!
Stilled on one bosom its passionate yearning?{46}
Silk-soft hair and hazel eyes,
Limbs that lightly moved or stood
And a heart that beat with a loyal love
For all things beautiful, true and good.
Limbs that lightly moved or stood
And a heart that beat with a loyal love
For all things beautiful, true and good.
Follies that flecked this fairest fruit,
Sins that spotted this whitest page,
Changed without, but the same within,
Life’s rose untouched by the frost of age.
Sins that spotted this whitest page,
Changed without, but the same within,
Life’s rose untouched by the frost of age.
Thou, too, beloved, art still the same,
Deep heart, passionate, tender and true,
The same clear spirit and glancing wit
Piercing the armor of folly through.
Deep heart, passionate, tender and true,
The same clear spirit and glancing wit
Piercing the armor of folly through.
Sad, olivaster, Spanish face,
Sweet low brow under shadowy hair,
Dark eyes mingled of tears and fire,
Voice like a song-bird’s heard through a prayer.
Sweet low brow under shadowy hair,
Dark eyes mingled of tears and fire,
Voice like a song-bird’s heard through a prayer.
Time! if thou steal her girlish beauty,
Leave her spirit undimmed and free.
Touch the rose with thy frosty fingers,
But the rose’s perfume stays with me.
Leave her spirit undimmed and free.
Touch the rose with thy frosty fingers,
But the rose’s perfume stays with me.
WIND HARPINGS
FAINT smell of box
In the evening air,
Faint bleat of flocks
From fields afar;
On the gray rocks,
The lap and lapse
Of the wan water.
In the evening air,
Faint bleat of flocks
From fields afar;
On the gray rocks,
The lap and lapse
Of the wan water.
The sunset fields
Stretch fair and far.
Mid the winrowed clouds
The sickle moon
Has clipt a star!
Pale golden bloom!
First flower of the night!
It trembles down
To the sunset streak,
Light lost in light!{48}
Stretch fair and far.
Mid the winrowed clouds
The sickle moon
Has clipt a star!
Pale golden bloom!
First flower of the night!
It trembles down
To the sunset streak,
Light lost in light!{48}
In the pleached bower,
In the garden old,
Hand closed in hand,
We sit together.
We do not speak.
A wind from the pine
With fingers fine,
Lays her warm hair
Against my cheek.
In the garden old,
Hand closed in hand,
We sit together.
We do not speak.
A wind from the pine
With fingers fine,
Lays her warm hair
Against my cheek.
Sweet silent hour!
As flower to flower
Heart speaks to heart
As star to star!
Oh, hawthorn bower
Oh, garden old
How dear, how sad
Your memories are!
As flower to flower
Heart speaks to heart
As star to star!
Oh, hawthorn bower
Oh, garden old
How dear, how sad
Your memories are!
A VALENTINE
BRING me my lute, the sunlight fades;
The evening breezes, soft and low,
From the far South begin to blow.
The evening breezes, soft and low,
From the far South begin to blow.
Here will I watch the dying day:
Here will I watch the pallid skies
Flush with a myriad changing dyes.
Here will I watch the pallid skies
Flush with a myriad changing dyes.
What joy to see the fairy moon
Cradled in folds of rosy light,
The baby sovereign of the night.
Cradled in folds of rosy light,
The baby sovereign of the night.
What joy to hear, from far away,
The rolling mill-stream roaring go
Between his banks of ice and snow;
The rolling mill-stream roaring go
Between his banks of ice and snow;
Or from the distant mountain’s side,
To hear the murmuring wind, that brings
Promise of Spring between its wings.{50}
To hear the murmuring wind, that brings
Promise of Spring between its wings.{50}
Here at my window will I sit;
Here, will I let the peaceful hour
Try on my heart her aëry power.
Here, will I let the peaceful hour
Try on my heart her aëry power.
This happy season sings of Thee,
Where’er I turn my careless eyes
Thine image will before them rise;
Where’er I turn my careless eyes
Thine image will before them rise;
Not as thou art in human form;
I cannot shape thy phantom so,
The fleeting shadows come and go.
I cannot shape thy phantom so,
The fleeting shadows come and go.
Thy face is fair with roseate bloom—
I lift my eyes and lo! the sun
Reddens the cloud he looks upon—
I lift my eyes and lo! the sun
Reddens the cloud he looks upon—
Thine eyes with deepening azure smile—
Beyond the hills a line of blue
Recalls the sunlit morning’s dew.
Beyond the hills a line of blue
Recalls the sunlit morning’s dew.
On either side thy thoughtful brow
Thy golden hair is floating free—
Yon golden cloud is fair to see—{51}
Thy golden hair is floating free—
Yon golden cloud is fair to see—{51}
As floating from the purple West,
Its glory slowly gathers dun
And fadeth with the fading sun.
Its glory slowly gathers dun
And fadeth with the fading sun.
Ah! was it all an idle dream?
A fleeting sunset fed my thought,
And all this cloudy vision wrought?
A fleeting sunset fed my thought,
And all this cloudy vision wrought?
Or does the maiden somewhere bloom
Whom Nature cannot paint aright
Her beauty is so passing bright?
Whom Nature cannot paint aright
Her beauty is so passing bright?
COMING—COME
HOW dreary are the crowded streets
With not a soul abroad!
How sunless is the sunny sky!
No fire on hearth, no mirth at board!
How long the nights, how slow the day!
My love’s away! My love’s away!
With not a soul abroad!
How sunless is the sunny sky!
No fire on hearth, no mirth at board!
How long the nights, how slow the day!
My love’s away! My love’s away!
How gay the crowded city streets!
How cheerily shines the sun!
Dances the fire, and round the board
From lip to lip the greetings run!
No longer in the dumps I roam—
My love’s come home! My love’s come home!
How cheerily shines the sun!
Dances the fire, and round the board
From lip to lip the greetings run!
No longer in the dumps I roam—
My love’s come home! My love’s come home!
ULYSSES AND THE SIRENS
OH ye maids, with deep and rosy bosoms!
Oh ye maids, with darkly flowing locks!
Wherefore is it that with songs ye woo me
Sitting in the shadows of the rocks?
Oh ye maids, with darkly flowing locks!
Wherefore is it that with songs ye woo me
Sitting in the shadows of the rocks?
Well hath she, the enchantress Circe told me,
All the evil that shall on me fall;
If I follow where your white feet lead me
Or give answer when your voices call.
All the evil that shall on me fall;
If I follow where your white feet lead me
Or give answer when your voices call.
Oh my comrades, bind me to the mainmast,
Stop my ears with wax and bind my hands,
Close my eyes that so no sight nor murmur
Of the singer or the song steal to me from the sands.
Stop my ears with wax and bind my hands,
Close my eyes that so no sight nor murmur
Of the singer or the song steal to me from the sands.
In the west the blood-red sun is sinking.
And the angry billows redly glow,
With the dying breeze the song is dying.
Ply the oars, my comrades, let us go!
And the angry billows redly glow,
With the dying breeze the song is dying.
Ply the oars, my comrades, let us go!
OTTILIA
Miss Mary Hamilton, afterwards Mrs. George Schuyler
A LOW, sad brow with folded hair;
From whose deep night one pallid rose
White moonlight through the darkness throws.
From whose deep night one pallid rose
White moonlight through the darkness throws.
A head, whose lordly, only crown
Of Pride, Olympian Juno might
Have worn for the great God’s delight.
Of Pride, Olympian Juno might
Have worn for the great God’s delight.
Deep eyes immixed of Night and Fire,
In whose large motion you might see
Her royal soul lived royally.
In whose large motion you might see
Her royal soul lived royally.
Unstained by any earthly soil,
And only caring to walk straight
The road ordained to her by Fate.
And only caring to walk straight
The road ordained to her by Fate.
Her jewelled hands across the keys
Flashed through the twilight of the room,
A double light of gem and tune.{55}
Flashed through the twilight of the room,
A double light of gem and tune.{55}
Still while she played you saw that hand
Glide ghostly white, and fearless wave
Dead faces up from Memory’s grave.
Glide ghostly white, and fearless wave
Dead faces up from Memory’s grave.
The firelight flickered on the wall;
Sweet tears came to the heart’s relief;
She sat and sang us into grief.
Sweet tears came to the heart’s relief;
She sat and sang us into grief.
Yet now, she played some liquid song,
A happy lover would have sung,
If once he could have found a tongue—
A happy lover would have sung,
If once he could have found a tongue—
And now the sparkling octaves ran
Through the quick dance, where tangled braid
Now caught the sunlight, now the shade.
Through the quick dance, where tangled braid
Now caught the sunlight, now the shade.
And now the boatman’s evening song,
As, rowing homeward down the stream,
He sees his maiden’s garments gleam
As, rowing homeward down the stream,
He sees his maiden’s garments gleam
Beside the trees, the trysting-place;
While the sad singer whippoorwill,
Cries from the willow by the mill.{56}
While the sad singer whippoorwill,
Cries from the willow by the mill.{56}
Yet, howsoe’er her music ran,
A sigh was in it, and a sense
Of some dead voice that called us hence;
A sigh was in it, and a sense
Of some dead voice that called us hence;
A voice that even now I hear,
Although the hand that touched those keys
Rests on her heart, that sleeps in peace.
Although the hand that touched those keys
Rests on her heart, that sleeps in peace.
Newburgh, January 16, 1854.{57}
A PORTRAIT
Mrs. Carroll Dunham, September, 1877.
I KNOW not wherein lay the charm
She had in those remembered days.
The Olympian gait, the welcoming hand,
The frank soul looking from her face,
She had in those remembered days.
The Olympian gait, the welcoming hand,
The frank soul looking from her face,
The manly manners all her own—
Nor yet coquette, nor cold, nor free:
She puzzled, being each in turn;
Or dazzled, mingling all the three.
Nor yet coquette, nor cold, nor free:
She puzzled, being each in turn;
Or dazzled, mingling all the three.
Out of those gowns, so quaintly rich—
They grew, unshaped by Milan’s shears!—
Rose, like a tower, the ivory throat
Ringed with the rings the Clytie wears.
They grew, unshaped by Milan’s shears!—
Rose, like a tower, the ivory throat
Ringed with the rings the Clytie wears.
But, when you sought the Roman face
That on such columns grew—and grows!
You found this wonder in its stead—
The sea-shell’s curves, the sea-shell’s rose!{58}
That on such columns grew—and grows!
You found this wonder in its stead—
The sea-shell’s curves, the sea-shell’s rose!{58}
Her eyes, the succory’s way-side blue;
Her lips, the wilding way-side rose:
But, Beauty dreamed a prouder dream,
Throned on her forehead’s moonlit snows.
Her lips, the wilding way-side rose:
But, Beauty dreamed a prouder dream,
Throned on her forehead’s moonlit snows.
And, over all, the wreathéd hair
That caught the sunset’s streaming gold,
Where, now, a crocus bud was set,
Or violet, hid in the braided fold!
That caught the sunset’s streaming gold,
Where, now, a crocus bud was set,
Or violet, hid in the braided fold!
But, she, so deep her conscious pride,
So sure her knowledge she was fair—
What gowns she wore, or silk, or serge,
She seemed to neither know, nor care.
So sure her knowledge she was fair—
What gowns she wore, or silk, or serge,
She seemed to neither know, nor care.
She smiled on cat, or frowned on friend,
Or gave her horse the hand denied.
To-day, bewitched you with her wit,
To-morrow, snubbed you from her side.
Or gave her horse the hand denied.
To-day, bewitched you with her wit,
To-morrow, snubbed you from her side.
Loyal to truth, yet wed to whim,
She held in fee her constant mind.
Whatever tempests drove her bark,
You felt her soul’s deep anchor bind.{59}
She held in fee her constant mind.
Whatever tempests drove her bark,
You felt her soul’s deep anchor bind.{59}
In that dark day when, fever-driven,
Her wits went wandering up and down,
And seeming-cruel, friendly shears
Closed on her girl-head’s glorious crown,
Her wits went wandering up and down,
And seeming-cruel, friendly shears
Closed on her girl-head’s glorious crown,
Another woman might have wept
To see such gold so idly spilled.
She only smiled, as curl and coil
Fell, till the shearer’s lap was filled;
To see such gold so idly spilled.
She only smiled, as curl and coil
Fell, till the shearer’s lap was filled;
Then softly said: “Hair-sunsets fade
As when night clips day’s locks of gold!
Dear Death, thy priestly hands I bless,
And, nun-like, seek thy convent-fold!”
As when night clips day’s locks of gold!
Dear Death, thy priestly hands I bless,
And, nun-like, seek thy convent-fold!”
Then slept, nor woke. O miser Death,
What gold thou hidest in thy dust!
What ripest beauty there decays,
What sharpest wits there go to rust!
What gold thou hidest in thy dust!
What ripest beauty there decays,
What sharpest wits there go to rust!
Hide not this jewel with the rest—
Base gems whose color fled thy breath—
But, worn on thine imperial hand,
Make all the world in love with Death!
Base gems whose color fled thy breath—
But, worn on thine imperial hand,
Make all the world in love with Death!
SONNET
TO THE FRINGED GENTIAN
Dedicated to E. C. H.
OFT had I heard thy beauty praised, dear flower,
And often searched for thee through field and wood,
Yet could I never find the secret bower
Where thou dost lead in maiden solitude
A cloistered life; but on one happy day
Wandering in idle thought, with a dear friend,
Through dying woods, listening the robin’s lay,
I saw thy fairy flowers whose azure gemmed
The fading grass beneath a cedar’s boughs.
Oh never yet so glad a sight has met
These eyes of mine! Depart, before the snows
Of hastening winter thy fringed garments wet.
Thine azure flowers should never fade nor die,
But bloom, exhale, and gain their native sky.
And often searched for thee through field and wood,
Yet could I never find the secret bower
Where thou dost lead in maiden solitude
A cloistered life; but on one happy day
Wandering in idle thought, with a dear friend,
Through dying woods, listening the robin’s lay,
I saw thy fairy flowers whose azure gemmed
The fading grass beneath a cedar’s boughs.
Oh never yet so glad a sight has met
These eyes of mine! Depart, before the snows
Of hastening winter thy fringed garments wet.
Thine azure flowers should never fade nor die,
But bloom, exhale, and gain their native sky.
TO GIULIA, SINGING
SING me the song again, and yet again
Waken the music as it dies away;
Make twilight sadder with it, nor refrain
While yet these sighing winds bemoan the day.
Still let that wavering voice
Make my young heart rejoice,
Even tho’ one truant tear adown my cheek may stray.
Waken the music as it dies away;
Make twilight sadder with it, nor refrain
While yet these sighing winds bemoan the day.
Still let that wavering voice
Make my young heart rejoice,
Even tho’ one truant tear adown my cheek may stray.
Cease not thy singing, dearest, for mine eyes
Feed on thy beauty, and I hear the song
As one who, looking on the sunset skies,
Hears over flowery meads the south winds blow,
And down the purple hills the flashing waters flow.{62}
Feed on thy beauty, and I hear the song
As one who, looking on the sunset skies,
Hears over flowery meads the south winds blow,
And down the purple hills the flashing waters flow.{62}
An idle song; I cannot tell the meaning,
Yet, sing I o’er and o’er, for in its wings
It bringeth heavenly things:
Dear memories of melodious hours,
When all earth’s weeds were flowers;
Dear memories of the loved ones far away
Whom yet we hope to greet some happy day;
Dear memories of the travellers from Life’s shore,
Whom we shall greet again, ah! nevermore.
Yet, sing I o’er and o’er, for in its wings
It bringeth heavenly things:
Dear memories of melodious hours,
When all earth’s weeds were flowers;
Dear memories of the loved ones far away
Whom yet we hope to greet some happy day;
Dear memories of the travellers from Life’s shore,
Whom we shall greet again, ah! nevermore.
Cease, lady! Sing some song that brings again
The golden past, meet for this sunset hour;
Some breath of melody not fraught with pain,
Some gayly-tinted flower!
Let thy fair hand float o’er the willing keys,
And all my sorrows ease.
The golden past, meet for this sunset hour;
Some breath of melody not fraught with pain,
Some gayly-tinted flower!
Let thy fair hand float o’er the willing keys,
And all my sorrows ease.
YESTERDAY AND TO-DAY
BUT yesterday the laughing sun
Came dancing up the rosy East—
You would have thought that it was May;
The birds sang clear on every spray.
Came dancing up the rosy East—
You would have thought that it was May;
The birds sang clear on every spray.
The heart with fuller motion beat,
The sad eye flashed with brighter fire;
Down to the ground the sunbeams came
And lit the crocus’ slender flame.
The sad eye flashed with brighter fire;
Down to the ground the sunbeams came
And lit the crocus’ slender flame.
The branches of the lonely pine
Rocked to a glad harmonious hymn.
The song-bird’s music and the breeze
With double laughter shook the trees
Rocked to a glad harmonious hymn.
The song-bird’s music and the breeze
With double laughter shook the trees
That cluster round the southern wall,
A feathery fringe against the sky;
Their yellow branches in the sun
Are very fair to look upon.{64}
A feathery fringe against the sky;
Their yellow branches in the sun
Are very fair to look upon.{64}
Far down between the rounded hills,
I watched a wreath of morning mist
Floating in shadow—rising slow,
The sunlight glorified its snow.
I watched a wreath of morning mist
Floating in shadow—rising slow,
The sunlight glorified its snow.
The day was blesséd. Field and hill
Dreamed, bathed in light and lulled with sound.
All day my soul at peace within
Went carolling her joyful hymn.
———
To-day you cannot see the sun,
A blinding mist blots out the sky.
You hear the angry waters flow,
You hear the wintry breezes blow.
Dreamed, bathed in light and lulled with sound.
All day my soul at peace within
Went carolling her joyful hymn.
———
To-day you cannot see the sun,
A blinding mist blots out the sky.
You hear the angry waters flow,
You hear the wintry breezes blow.
The branches of the lonely pine
Mutter and sigh tossed to and fro;
The birds that chanted in the sun
Sit in the covert cold and dumb.
Mutter and sigh tossed to and fro;
The birds that chanted in the sun
Sit in the covert cold and dumb.
The maiden Spring that Yesterday
Was born, To-Day, alas! is dead.
The pitying heavens drop over all
This silent snow for fittest pall.{65}
Was born, To-Day, alas! is dead.
The pitying heavens drop over all
This silent snow for fittest pall.{65}
The sobbing winds her requiem sing;
The plashing waves upon the shore
Sigh hour by hour; the dreary day
In mist and silence fades away.
The plashing waves upon the shore
Sigh hour by hour; the dreary day
In mist and silence fades away.
The heart is wintry as the earth—
Tossed with the storm, and drenched with gloom,
And dark with doubts that round her throng,
To choke with tears her heavenly song.
Tossed with the storm, and drenched with gloom,
And dark with doubts that round her throng,
To choke with tears her heavenly song.
March 18, 1852.
A SONNET IN PRAISE OF HIS LADY’S HANDS
Translated from the Italian of “Qualcheduns.”
HOW beautiful it is
To see my lady’s hands;
Whether adorned with rings,
Or with their snowy lengths
And rosy tips,
Undecked with gems of gold.
To see my lady’s hands;
Whether adorned with rings,
Or with their snowy lengths
And rosy tips,
Undecked with gems of gold.
When her light work she plies,
Creating mimic flowers,
Or drawing the fair thread
Through folds of snowy lawn.
How beautiful it is
To see my lady’s hands;
Often I, sitting, watch
Their gliding to and fro,
These lovely birds of snow.
Creating mimic flowers,
Or drawing the fair thread
Through folds of snowy lawn.
How beautiful it is
To see my lady’s hands;
Often I, sitting, watch
Their gliding to and fro,
These lovely birds of snow.
Sometimes the evening shades
Draw around us as we talk,
Sometimes the tired sun,
Drooping towards the West,{67}
Makes all the fields of heaven
With autumn’s colors glow;
Sometimes the sailing moon,
Unclouded and serene,
Rises between the misty woods
That crown the distant hills;
Then most I love to sit
And watch my lady’s hands
Blush with the sunset’s rose,
Or whiten in the moon,
Or, lucid in the amber evening air,
Folded, repose.
Draw around us as we talk,
Sometimes the tired sun,
Drooping towards the West,{67}
Makes all the fields of heaven
With autumn’s colors glow;
Sometimes the sailing moon,
Unclouded and serene,
Rises between the misty woods
That crown the distant hills;
Then most I love to sit
And watch my lady’s hands
Blush with the sunset’s rose,
Or whiten in the moon,
Or, lucid in the amber evening air,
Folded, repose.
Sometimes she paces slowly
Among the garden flowers;
Above her the trees tremble,
And lean their leafage down,
So much they love to see her;
The flowers, white and red,
Open their fragrant eyes,
Gladder to hear her coming
Than birds singing,
Or bees humming.
She, stooping, clad in grace,
Gathers them one by one,
Lily and crimson rose,{68}
With sprigs of tender green,
And holds them in her hands.
Among the garden flowers;
Above her the trees tremble,
And lean their leafage down,
So much they love to see her;
The flowers, white and red,
Open their fragrant eyes,
Gladder to hear her coming
Than birds singing,
Or bees humming.
She, stooping, clad in grace,
Gathers them one by one,
Lily and crimson rose,{68}
With sprigs of tender green,
And holds them in her hands.
Nothing can sweeter be
Than, lying on the lawn,
To see those graceful hands
Drop all their odorous load
Upon her snowy lap,
And then, with magic skill
And rosy fingers fine,
To watch her intertwine
Some wreath, not all unfitting
Young brows divine.
Than, lying on the lawn,
To see those graceful hands
Drop all their odorous load
Upon her snowy lap,
And then, with magic skill
And rosy fingers fine,
To watch her intertwine
Some wreath, not all unfitting
Young brows divine.
How beautiful it is
To see my lady’s hands;
In moonlight sorrowful,
Or sunlight fire,
Busied with graceful toil,
Or folded in repose,
How beautiful it is
To see my lady’s hands.
To see my lady’s hands;
In moonlight sorrowful,
Or sunlight fire,
Busied with graceful toil,
Or folded in repose,
How beautiful it is
To see my lady’s hands.
